HAPPIE CHINESE NEW YEAR
XIN NIAN KUAN LE


I am backed!
wa ...
time flies so Fast!
LETs start from Chu Xi
i reached my ah ma' s house
Pagoh, Ba-er

At 11pm
i was at the temple
Always the same as every year
Pray for a good year ahead
11.50pm
there were already fireworks
lol
i thought this year recession
there will be lesser fireworks
because before 12
all the fireworks shoot one time only
then suddenly everywhere shoot
Brilliant and Colourful
Fireworks

Lol this is why spenting my time at msia is different
nobody will squeeze with you to watch fireworks at National Day or even New year
i can see fireworks so close to me
From the temple
i can see almost the whole kampong
that why i got a clear view of fireworks
i remember every night go eat roti and teh for supper
after that play mahjong with my cousins
until 2am+
lol ...
hmm .. this year i didnt lose alot
1 riggit?
i was intended to lose all the way de
because i dun need msia money ma
ok la ..
i got
Rm525 hongbao money in year
NOOOO!!!
i haven't get my Singapore hongbao YET!!!
practically .. i spent this cny at malaysia gambling
mahjong mahjong mahjong
Ban Luck Ban Luck


OH YA!!!
JIA LAT LA !!!
i eat too little liao ...
2 tongs of pineapple tarts and alot sweets and many many food
but i still not fat yet...
SIAN!!!!
oh ya i remember on wednesday night i was playing a card game with my cousin
the fortfeit is to drink Wine, Beer mix with shady or soft drinks
or soft drinks with plums or anything that can found eaten on the table
lol...
guess what?
i lose everytime
i didnt get drunk but the next morning was damn tired
ok this is my cny
sad thing is i didnt get to ride motorcycle this year...

Yeah!!!
15 January 2009
We had our First WAffles Buffet
Omg
we were so excited
about eating waffles
...
but after eating waffles
we were horrified

My Order of Waffles:
Durain D24
White Choco Oreo Bites
Love Bites
Sarawak Pineapple
Nacho Cheesy

In the beginning,
i was intended to eat 10 waffles as my aim
but i ate 4 1/2
omg... seriously
this is my first time eat buffet
suffering and torturing
...
next time when we go there...
my aim is 8waffles
lol
wan ying make sure you eat 10waffles
it is not that easy



this is the menu

Last Gathering with our thai friend

From my face
you will know
how sick of waffles i am

Vomiting

These are some of the crazy stuff and gay stuff
...
By the way
Girls...
Don't get jealous for the last picture
"Seriously"

What am i thinking? Escaping to Egypt?

Tight Ass i have?

Am i that crazy?

ALright Don't Vomit!!!

~小娘惹~

需要

如燕


today went to nyp to submit DAE
i hope the interview won't clash with my CNY
otherwise i have to rush back from malaysia
...
when i submit for my DAE form,
a girl came with her mother,
beside me also have the same problem as me
she failed english and math b3
...
i wonders how many people out there are same as me
i really hope i can pass the interview
otherwise i been studying a course
which teach you how to repair a signboard lights
...
Eh!
i know...
i so stupid to put that as my first choice
but seriously,
i wanna study business
i was wondering what is mass communication about
or media
because wan ying suggested that i am very suitable for it
and kenneth also agree
i heard alittle bit of it
it is some kind of dj or related to media stuff
ehs?
like this in poly de cut off points so low?
is that good meh?
can someone give me a clue of it?

This few days,
my monitor had spoiled
so i haven't been online
...
only been online at my friend's house
now, i got a "New" but old monitor from ding xuan
the dumbest thing is that i carried this Super duper heavy monitor
all the way from ding xuan's house
i carried till near my block le
just nice that william called me
i ask him to come down help me since he reached ding xuan house
thanks william...

Ok
post about my life
i remembered monday
i went to help out at my mums chicken rice stall
that day she got a order of 70 packets of chicken
this isn't my mum first time got such a big order
so everything went smoothly
...
i realized that everytime i go my mum stall
i learn something new
i felt that my mum chicken rice stall was like a playground to me
i got the chance to learn how to cut vegetables
ya...
i also trying to learn to cook le
but i think that the first basic thing to cook
is to know how to prepare the ingredients first
....
i still remembers the first time cutting cucumbers
it is really not easy to cut(chicken rice style)
Cutting vegetables isn't like reading a open book
it take experiences to master it
...
i also really happy to have the opportunity to learn to cook
because in future at least,
i can cook for my wife
hahas...
And also one thing...
at our age first started working in F&B business
for examples macdonald
always get scolded de...lol
even i at my mum stall
...
ok it isn't that bad
because scolding proves that you got alot more to learn
...

i quite looking forward to chinese new year
Especially those pineapple tarts
haha...
this time i go back malaysia must eat A LOT!!!

i realized that for the past few days,
i got a very bad depression
...
Thanks for hazel and kenneth be there to talk me through
after i let my feelings out,
i really feel much lighter
for the past few days
i had been very heavy in the heart
...
they actually taught me through this whole thing
they showed me that there are ways to solve this,
they helped me to find the solutions to solve my english,
if they haven't had come to give me the light to see,
i would have been regretting now
the deadlines for submitting the JAE
is pushing me to the edge
adding alot of pressure on me
not until hazel kenneth pull me back before i go deeper
...
from this lesson
i learnt many things
pardon me for being childish
i believed that i failed this english is fated
through this stage kenneth taught me to see the future infront of me
it is not that easy to make a decision which i won't regret
i really in the very difficult spot for choosing my choices

i failed this english in O level
made me feel the pain
i didnt feel pain failing when i was in school

i guess i had to turn now
i really had to use this very chance to improve my english
i will APPEAL to the course i want
i will retake english
because i know that i not only need english to get into poly
But to use in future
i had to make this opportunity
just like what jin xuan told me
"Turn Now"
i thought i had my turning point of my life
But now
i really see the turning point
i really see that there is something big waiting for me to do
i see that the big thing waiting for me
is something i know is not easy
it is more than turning into a better person
it is more than striving harder
IT is really up to me to see it
just like what jin xuan have said
it is for me explore it
i also had learnt that i really have good friends
they are really there when i really do need the help
going through this dark period really made me couldn't look brighter
it is so dark for me to think positive
when i thought all the hopes are really gone
my friends give me the lights to see
they gave me simple words
words that touched me..
they listened my heart
they willingly to listen to them

the very first thing i have to do
to read children level story books
i am not going to be ashame
because i am that poor
i had to start at the basic level
slowly
slowly
i had to move on
i type this post to remind me
myself
i
really turn
to be hardworking
i need reminders to keep myself going on
remembering what i need to do
i really want to see the day that i reach there
...

thanks everyone to give me support by putting tags
cheering me up
giving me encourage
..
i never knew that i am happy fruit
to land in into this state
i am really happy i came out to see the truths
i remind myself to be awake
i remind myself that this day i post this to remind myself that i really make to promise to give harder and harder in life
i remind myself to read this everyday
i remind myself that if i don't change
when i look at what i wrote and typed
and never did anything
i would be shameful
i remind myself that a person may produce millions of cells a day
but the next 2 weeks the person will change,
so if i got something i really want to do
i really go for it
i remind myself that the next 2weeks i wont forget what i want to do
i remind myself not to be lazy
i remind myself to happy
...