How i miss my long hair days... hai...
ah tu now ... doesn't feel good

i felt that in when i am in rp...
*not trying to act or show off ar*
i got alot As
but, i sense that i still got alot of flaws in me...
i have so many bad points...
Yet i can still get A
i was thinking ways to live in rp...
how to be able to react with this group of people or that group
different people need different ways of approaching them..
everyday got new problem solving given...
but everyday also have internal problem surfaced
this person have this attitude ar or this person is lazy ar...
or this person is too clever to need my help ar...

i felt that not only need to reflect everyday..
i think i need to reflect weekly based my facis' comments on my performance in class
why i said that i got flaws,
is because a person can never be so perfect in solving the problems...
there sure are rooms for improvement for this presentation or that...
so i felt that my As includes imperfection in it...

Improvement can be from presentations to the person character...
so much things that a rp student need to take note of ...
recently i realized somethings....
one day i went out with william, he brought a Business Studies A level book...
i was reading some pages and i came across "Motivation of Theories"
which i have covered in one of the problem...
i told myself...
"Omg...this is the exactly the same problem as we covered,
omg man... rp is cheating our feelings.. they made us to go and find the answers..
yet answers can be found in normal textbooks and textbooks have simplified and classified into simpler forms and terms..."
Rp is making us to seek for answers through the hardest way...
i think internet research is worse than book research la...
so much harder to understand...

The beginning of a normal day is like:
1.Problem Given to You like for example in normal working life
2.You go and seek out the answer(You will be in the right path or if you are searching correctly/if not you are wrong!)[And this is the part where rp teaches you by finding the correct one]
3.Make your findings in a fanstatic presentation(this is also the part where other 4polys are different from rp, cause in rp.. your presentation must be in "PHD" performance by the time of 1st year...
That means: Your presentation is like no kick to you when you are presenting...
no need to see your slides or write down on paper...

but still cock la... i felt like i was like cheated...
while other polys were fed with information

ok la .. i give you a situation:
Let say that you are visiting a website for maplestory hacks...
there are new hackers who dunno anything about hacking...
and those Pros jsut give them the hack to let them hack without letting them to know how to create one... and this make the new hackers like leechers...

while on the other hand, there are another type of people who are finding out ways to or methods to hack when they totally dunno anything to start off with...
And these people learnt from the pros stages by stages with new findings...


Now put this situation and apply them into poly
4polys are those who are fed like leechers
and rp are those who make findings...
let me ask you who learnt the most and stay permanmently in their mind?

i dun need you to tell me, you should know the answers yourself ba..
everybody cfm will give me the same answers...

but let me tell you one more thing to take into considersation...
to learn to hack isn't like do one time success
you need to trial and error to suceed in the end...
is just depends how you make your findings...

This is part where you can share with me how you weight between the learnings
from 4 poly between rp
...