Love and Life ~ Davson

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Still thinking...
Still pondering...
Still regretting...

Some details of that day that wasn't included...
when i walk out of the station...
that time i was still listening to the mp3
And after i turned my head....
A song was ended...and
It played

退后 by Jay chou...

i was thinking.. is this signal?
But i just don't know what were i doing that time...
why didn't i Step Back?

And some of you were wondering how she looked..
maybe this is an example...
abit similar to her..
http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=172383313803&ref=nf

Davson @ 1:27 AM

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

I AM SO REGRETTED NOW!!!
WHY DIDN'T I ASK THAT GIRL FOR NUMBER!!!!!!
JUST NOW I MET THE COOLEST GIRL I EVEER SEEN
SHE IS THE GIRL THAT I AM LOOKING FOR!!!
SHE CAME IN AT ANG MO KIO STATION WITH ANOTHER NERDY GUY
SHE STOOD VERY CLOSE TO ME..
AND HER FRIEND STOOD RIGHT BESIDE ME WITH BODY CONTACT WITH ME
BECAUSE THE GUY WAS SO SCARED OF THE GIRL
SHE WAS DAMN BARBARIAN AND HIT THE GUY EACH TIME THE GUY SAY WRONG THING
THE WAY SHE DRESS WAS TOTALLY DIFFERENT FROM HOW GIRLS NOWADAYS DRESS
SHE WORE ALL SHINY BLACK
A CURVY FLOWERY SHIRT AND A TIGHT PANTS
OK , I BE HONEST TO YOU...
THIS GIRL IS DAMN CUTEST , COOLEST PRETTIEST VIOLENT GIRL I EVER SEE
IMAGINE THE ACTRESS FROM

我的野蠻女友

CHANGE THE ACTRESS TO A GIRL WHO IS CUTEST , COOLEST PRETTIEST VIOLENT GIRL x 10
SHE ALSO HAVE A NICE AND BIG BUTT TOO...
SHE HAVE A LONG BLACK HAIR
FROM THE WAY, SHE STAND , SHE PLAY HER NWZW202B W Series
...
ALL HER ACTION WAS SO DIFFERENT FROM A CHIO BU
HER EVERY ACTION WAS SO STYLE LA...
I THOUGHT THE

我的野蠻女友

IS JOKE SHOW SIA...
YET REALLY GOT THIS TYPE OF GIRL...
SHE IS THE ONE
MY REALLY DREAM GIRL
I REALLY HOPE I CAN SEE HER AGAIN!!!
I KNOW SHE LIVED IN YISHUN
BECAUSE SHE GOT OFF THE TRAIN AT YISHUN TOO...
THAT MOMENT I WANTED TO SLOW DOWN MY PACE TO WAIT AND SEE THE GIRL AND
ASK FOR HER NUMBER...
BUT THAT TIME I THOUGHT THE ESCALATOR WAS GOING UPWARDS...
UNTIL I REACH THE STAIRS...
I SAW THE ESCALATOR WAS GOING DOWNWARDS
I WAS LIKE SHIT!!!
HOW?
NVM I JUST CONTINUE TO WALK DOWN...
BUT UNTIL I TAPPED AND WALK ABIT
I ALREADY PURPOSE TO WALK VERY SLOW
I TURNED MY HEAD AND SEE THAT GIRL AGAIN...
I WAS THINKING SHOULD I? SHOULD I?
AFTER I SEE HER FACE FOR THE LAST SIGHT..
I TURNED AHEAD AND WALK A FEW MORE STEPS...
I LOOK AGAIN...
I KNEW IMMEDIATELY I REGRETTED SO BADLY
EVERY SINGLE STEPS I WAS REGRETTING...
SHOULD I GO CHASE HER...
EACH STEP EACH STEP ..
I WAS TURNING BEHIND AFTER 2 STEPS AND SEE...
I WAS THINKING SHOULD I?
AFTER WALKING QUITE A FEW DISTANCES...
I GETTING MORE AND MORE ANXIOUS
I THINK AND THINK
AFTER I REACHED HOME...
A THOUGHT CAME TO MY MIND
CHANGE FASTER
CHANGE FASTER AND RUN DOWN TO BUS STATION
TO SEE IF SHE IS AROUND
I IMMEDIATELY CHANGE INTO RUNNING PANTS
AND WORE MY BASKETBALL SHOES...
I RAN AS FAST AS I COULD
I JUST DUN CARE IF I AM EXHAUSTED OR TIRED
I JUST KEEP RUNNING...
I DUN WANT TO REGRET ...
I WANT TO KNOW THIS GIRL
I WANT TO KNOW THIS SPECIAL GIRL SO BADLY!!
I KEPT RUNNING AND RUNNING...
I RAN FROM 15MINS WALK TO BUS STATION BY TAKING 1 MIN
I RAN SO FAST THAT I CAN FEEL LIKE I AM FLYING...
I JUST KNEW THAT I MUST KNOW THIS GIRL
HAI...
NOW I REALLY REGRETTING...
I WAS HOPING I COULD SEE THIS GIRL AGAIN...
PLEASE GIVE ME A CHANCE
I KNOW IT IS FATED..
I AM REALLY REGRET!!!

Davson @ 10:34 PM

Monday, October 19, 2009

Somebody should teach me and show me how to change the blogskin...
my garfield blog look so messy...
haiz...

Blogging is a form of writing a diary...
I blogging right now is to write some of the things that i want to remember in the future..
When i came back to this page again..
I wanna to know what is my past...
What were i thinking back then...
What are some of the things i have done, and keep reminding myself..

Firstly, letting you all know about my grades nowadays...
Damn It.. i don't know what has happening to me..
I getting grades like B and C...
Omg if i am going at this rate.. i cannot get 3.8 and above anymore...
I been trying to see where have i gone wrong...
Never mind i take this 2 weeks as a lessons to improve more than a grade A...
I think i should do a reflection Journal For the Week Performance...
Pick up some of the skills that i had lost after 5 weeks break...
Must Pay alot of attention and do quality thinking...
A question must solve with many thinking...
I dun care if it waste time.. as long it get me there..
i know i be fine...

2ndly,
I am in love with lavenders!!
Lavenders Flower... not a girl
Don't anyhow think..
Why?
I don't know leh... i just love the smell...
It gave me feeling of a whole new love and life is about to begin...
The usual image of lavender that form in everybody's mind
is the
Purple long shape flower...
If you wanna find more meanings about lavender
http://www.proflowers.com/flowerguide/rosemeanings/lavenderrose-meanings.aspx
...


Ok...
Now is the part the reason why i stay awake and blog now is because...
Emotional Feelings...
I am becoming more and more understand of my family state now...
Last time my father did many wrong decisions...
now he is in alot of debts...
I been blaming so many things...

Living in my life... is a pain
There was once my brother told me...
"Wenda, dun blame for born in such a poor family, right now you
have to think how to act wisely and dun make wrong decisions in life.
Don't make this mistake like your father do...
In future, when you have your own family,
You must not do the same thing to your kids...
It is not your fault to born in such a family...
But you still can change your life..."


WHY? WHY? WHY?

However, i am grateful that i have a caring, thoughtful and STRONG second brother...
And a loving mother...
Talking about my mother, i did many many foolish things...
WHY DIDN'T I TREAT MY MOTHER NICELY?
I already know that my mother couldn't walk properly...
And YET WORK SO HARD FOR MY FAMILY...
And she is old already...
So much worries...
My brother always advice me to treat my mother well...
Always teach me how to be a good person..
Always ask me to Be Strong...
At times, even my brother don't talk about his feelings...
i also can tell that he is also quite sad about his life...

Even a little countryside boy aged 13,
understands a important thing of life,
And He called in to the radio station to
share with everybody
something that God share with him...
Although, i not a christian or what...
but this video is good...
http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=131994416160&ref=mf

And one more thing is that there was this father...
A very strong and old father...
i not going to compare or what...
i know i should accept my fate...
however, this video is not telling me to compare that
this father is better my...
It is telling me that be a father like him...
Be a STRONG person...
Because I CAN do all things through Him who
strengthens me.


Never complain too much of things in life ....
They are not your faults...
It is like this...
It got a purpose why ...
It is about accepting it , and do it whole heartfully..

Davson @ 12:41 AM

Friday, October 2, 2009

Due to kenneth request....
ok ... i going to "HAO Lian" my results
i got 3C, 1 C+ and 1B
Total up equal to Gpa 2.3
***
Kenneth you tell me which part of my result can hao lian?
i going to update about my This Five-Six weeks of my holiday is basically...
Take note:
Daily Routine
=
Morning Gym/Water Training at Lsr
Afternoon 2-6pm work at num
Night 7-11pm work at subway...
X5 weeks
There was one week, i do 3rd jobs to get more extra income..
Basically means 12+hrs of working + training...
That explains why i couldn't able to update so much..
Because i GOT NO TIME!!
ok la.. school reopening next monday...
GOT TO BUCK UP FOR MY NEXT SEM!!!

Sian....

Davson @ 12:15 AM

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

UPdating about today.. this is a fast post cause tmr i having to rush down to city hall by 7.45am
to work...
From 8.30am-5pm then go num work again from around 6 ba to 10pm...
Ok...
Today alot of random things have happened..
Got alot of "sou huo"..
saw alot of chio bu in town today.. haha
Today i went to buy lunch at cineleisure..
I tell you guys out there...
The Frolicks ice cream girls are DAMN CHIO Sio...
When they smile and serve customers...
Wa... their smiles can melt your heart sia...
ok...
At night i worked OT ... to go to Isetan to deliver goods...
I went out with my colleagues and eat dinner outside...
Then we went to youth park to buy drinks...
that time i still feeling hungry so i decided to buy ..
2 pc of kaya toast..
Then i told the fat auntie i want kaya toast...
The fat auntie say : " You want the "Si Fang Bai Mian Bao"?
I was thinking what were she saying ... so i turned my head and ask my friend
"What is she saying?"
So the fat auntie Reply again:
"Ni yao Si Fang or Bai Mian Bao?"
I was stunned at the moment...
i was thinking were she refering that do i want a square one or triangle one..
So i replied " Wo yao si fang de"
She stared at me...
I was thinking.. huh did i say something wrong?..
Then she ask again ..
i forgot what she ask sia... dunno if it is
"Ni yao shi mu?"
She sayed like as if she is flirting me sia... LOL
In the end , i realized that the "Ni yao Si Fang or Bai Mian Bao?"
is acutally one word... Not square or white bread..
i dun understand why she have to ask do i want a white.. OF CUZ IS WHITE Bread la
IF not Black meh?


Here come the exciting...
When we are waiting in the office for van to fetch us to isetan...
We saw one chio bu wearing white see thru blouse with jeans...
She actually walked past the office a few times...
after the van reached.. we went out...
i saw the chio bu was anxiously looking for something..
oh ya.. i forgot to tell you that she is not a singaporean...
Then she came to drain infront of me .. then i looked down the drain and saw a handphone in it...
so i knew immediately i should pull up the heavy metal drain...
so i pulled up ... then she picked up her handphone ..
after putting back the drain...
she said thank you in very relieved or sincerely tone.. you should know la..
after you lost a thing then someone found it.. you would thank the person very heartly..
She said thank you .. then following she bow and say thank you in japanese

"Ahlikadou Kodaeimas"(I know is wrong spelling)...


Wow this is my first time a pretty Japanese girl say "thank you" in japanese..
Where can you find a japanese girl can say thank you so sincerely in singapore sia
Once in a blue moon lor...
That time i damn happy sia...
Brighten up my night ...
So Shiok sia..
okok gtg sleep liao... bb



Davson @ 12:04 AM

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

"喝純白的豆花.....是純白的浪漫"
this is a trademark by Yeo Wen Da
this line have been copyrighted and give the rights to Yeo Wen Da since
1992...
By DOCPL...

Davson @ 2:36 PM

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

I am nobody. Nobody is perfect, therefore I must be perfect
-
my logic
is sound and you know it!
Finally updated...
How are you people?
I am fine...
*Let updated you all about the video thingy*
Awhile ago i lost a bag with itouch usb, sony ericsson charger and usb
+ a thumbdrive
That thumbdrive contains all the 4a1 pictures that i wanted to use for the video de...
sadly its gone now.. so very sorry to said that i cannot make any video...

Yea... after the start of holidays...
it was training, training and training...
non-stop training monday to sunday
everyday train train...
Daily activities:
Eat, Shit, Play, Paddle and Sleep...

Here are some things that i am thinking of while training...
There are times.. i was about to give up
i live on zero money for days...
after training so much and burn so many calories and energy...
i am so hungry after each training yet...
i got no money to eat...
all i can do is to wait until night and eat my dinner...
why didn't i have money?
because i didn't manage to work during exam period...
and after i get my paid from subway, i only can spent it away on concession and food
Maybe i should blame myself for not controlling my finance...

After doing some maths and calculation about how much i am going to spent and survive this holidays...
i am really afraid...


Do come here to read...
When you feel like giving up...
I give you some powerful and meaningful words and sentences to boost you....

-When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place

-Satisfaction lies in the effort, not in the attainment; full effort is full victory.
- Mahatma Gandhi

-Fear less, hope more; eat less, chew more; whine less, breathe more; talk less, say more; hate less, love more; and all good things are yours


-Good things come to those who wait and great things to those who go out and just grab them

-There are three types of people in this world: those who make things happen, those who watch things happen and those
who wonder what happened
...

Anyone who has never made a mistake has never tried anything new.
- Albert Einstein
If you can solve your problem, then what is the need of worrying? If you cannot solve it, then what is the use of worrying?

For those foolish people who want to live simple...
Think again...
-Why be simple and normal, if GOD made you unique?
For every minute you're angry with someone, that's 60 seconds of happiness you can never get back.
if life gives you lemons, add vodka !

Yea... i know something right now....
this holiday, this training is the best highlight of my life...
i am enjoying it now...
because i made a group of friends that share pain and happiness together...
all the fun, laughter and joy...
i am going to miss this period of time...



A smile makes us look younger; while Friends make us feel stronger...but a friend smiling make us enjoy life even more...


Good friends say sorry when you cry. Great friends cry with you. Best friends standby with a shovel ready to help you bury the bastard who made you cry!

My life is like a puzzle, and my friends are the pieces who create a beautiful picture.


And about love... haha
no hope for me la... but just a phrase for those singles out there...

Stay free for the one special person to come along, rather than being tied to someone that is not for you. You might miss them when they come your way.


i hope tmr will be a better day...

Davson @ 1:24 AM

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